am i really that fat????

ok...so...i was sitting at work a couple of fridays ago...friday is jeans day. i looked down and realized there were two big holes in my jeans...one on each side....where yep you gueesed it....my fat thighs had been rubbing together!!!!!!!! what the hell???? am i really so big now that i have to worry about rubbing holes in my pants when i walk?!?!?!? i could have died from embarressment...i quickly went out to my truck and got my bigass long coat and had to wear it the rest of the day!!! you know how these days everyone is about their aha moment as oprah would say.....well surely that has to be mine.

so, i went to walgreens and got some Full Bars...supposedly they were developed by a bariatric surgeon. you eat one 30 minutes before your meal with a glass of water and they are suppose to fill you up so you wont eat as much. here's the thing...they are like 160 calories...so you better be eating at least that many calories less or you are gonna gain weight. but, so far they do seem to help me eat less....we will see....too soon to really tell if they are gonna work...but i have my fingers crossed!!!!